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I'm going down the rabbit hole
I thought you'd pull me out
I never saw it coming that you're a c*nt
You said I had a gentle touch
I got it from my mom
I don't think you've the courage to stand it raw
Oh, my--- love >2
Oh, probably I’ll end up alone
It’s not that bad a luck
It’s always been clear to me that I am a fuck up
And as to what’s happened to us
You may say it’s a shame
If I were at least objective, I’d say no one’s to blame
But I blame you x2
I blame you
I blame you so much
I hope you die strapped to the tracks
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Sam - Emilija L. Ducks
04:11
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You are the hero I hope one day to be
Oh, me
You hold my hand, have never let me go
Oh, no
Oh, I’ll greet you at the door, like a dog, Sam
I will greet you at the door like a dog, Sam
Tell me a story, let me watch you rant about
Ah, right
Smile with your teeth, hug me close, break my bones, I won’t fret
I’m your pet
Oh I’ll greet you at the door, like a dog, Sam
I will greet you at the door like a dog, Sam
And you, you love me too x 2
Hold me, you’ve learned to be bread, I’ve learned to be fed
Ah yes
Don’t get upset hold your lips to mine, hush
Lover, let
It set
I will greet you at the door like a dog, Sam
And you, you love me too x2
Cross your heart and hope to die, cross your heart and hope to die, you love me too x2
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My nightmares are just dreams
But you don’t notice when I fumble and grind my teeth
You only notice when I get out of bed and you move to my side
Hoping to hold me
You leave for work kiss me goodbye
My brain’s a foggy mess, I try to write a four-chord song
And then the latch pops off
Unending amount of pain rips me the hell out
Chorus:
Gimme all the luck, all of the tasteless pastel dines
And the empty smelling cartridges splattered down with lies
Not success
Just not success
Gimme all the pain, tell me I dragged you
Through the darnedest places
All my crying’s giving you a headache
Don’t give me success
Don’t give me success
I’ll take it, I’ll turn it into heartache
And feel alone again
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I’ll be better but they’re okay even now
Damir in the principal’s office, blue from tears
Indirectly blaming for not shaking hands
With the boy who will beat me afterwards
Come on be still
Come on get friendly
Don’t twitch when lovers kiss you
Don’t wake covered in sweat
I’ll be better but you’re okay now
You’re okay now, and I wish you were dead
I saw you in a pic the other day
A girl close by seemed tame, no doubt the grooming you gave her
Grit my teeth but be okay now, breathe okay now
It began
Come on, sit still
Come on, you like this
You walked into his room, honey
Too late to regret, now
I’ll be better but they sleep sound now
They eat well now
They have friends
Better, but they're ok now x 12
(Come on sit still, come on sit still, like that, sit still, like that, good girl
Come on be a good toy, come on …)
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Ducks North Macedonia
Ducks (31), born in Macedonia, is a non-binary musician and writer, active in both fields simultaneously since
adolescence.
They write a lot, get fixated, and are actually thrilled at the prospect of having their face eaten by cats as no one thought to find their body, because it means they get their own place, and get to have cats.
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